Cette semaine j’ai canalisé beaucoup de messages autour des yeux.
Il y a eu d’abord des gens avec les yeux fatigués et irrités ; il y a eu des larmes ou des envies de larmes qui ne parviennent pas à sortir. Puis j’ai ressenti souvent pour moi et pour les autres un besoin flagrant de lumière et d’énergie à cet endroit ; et pour certains il y avait aussi ce fameux 3ème œil qui ne demande qu’à s’ouvrir mais que certaines personnes ne laissent pas.
Je sens chez beaucoup du déni, une envie d’entamer un changement mais un certain refus (inconscient ?) de voir les choses telles qu’elles sont.
Et toi, comment vois-tu en ce moment ? Et que vois-tu ?
Ton regard est-il porté sur l’extérieur ou l’intérieur ?
Ce que tu vois si facilement chez l’autre, n’existe-t-il pas aussi chez toi ?
Est-ce que tu fermes les yeux sur quelque chose que tu ne préfères pas voir ?
As-tu peur de voir quelque chose ?
Voir demande du courage parfois.
Les yeux sont le miroir de l’âme. Alors quand tu te regardes dans le miroir, qu’y vois-tu ? Es-tu en accord avec ton âme ? As-tu envie d’y voir autre chose ? Que te disent tes yeux ?
Le message du cœur pour tes yeux dit ceci : « N’aies pas peur, tu peux ouvrir les yeux. Tout va bien et tout ira de mieux en mieux si tu acceptes de voir vraiment. Pleure si tu en ressens le besoin, laisse couler tes larmes pour libérer le trop plein d’émotions ou de pensées. Et surtout vois la beauté de ton âme, qui ne cherche qu'à t'aider. Vois aussi la beauté autour de toi. »
Si tu sens tes yeux fatigués frotte tes mains quelques instants l’une contre l’autre et place-les sur tes yeux quelques minutes. Aide tes yeux à se reposer pour mieux voir.
Si tu as envie d’ouvrir ton 3ème œil, tapote ou masse la zone entre tes sourcils quelques instants, puis visualise un canal de lumière qui vient ouvrir ton front et créer de l’espace, quelques instants.
Quelques instants, seulement, chaque jour, suffisent pour prendre soin de ses yeux et voir, tout simplement.
Sometimes it is okay to go backwards and make the same mistake. It is okay because even though it is the same mistake you are not the same person and your take on it will be different.
As long as you are willing to learn and you take something from it is okay to try again and again and to slip again and again.
Yes sometimes I also feel tired of trying and not getting where I want. Yes, sometimes I feel desperate.
I have done so much work on myself and still I am not quite where I want to be.
Yes sometimes I want to give up.
But then there is a bit of light and this voice that says: “You are okay. It is okay, you are getting closer. You are almost there. You are learning. It is coming. And what you are going to get is so much better than whatever you can even imagine. We are just making sure you are ready to receive it all!”
So let me tell you what happened to me. Or rather what I let happen to me.
This year I have made it a priority to really love myself more, to be my own priority and to find real love.
Romantic relationships have always been a challenge for me. Sometimes I really think I am just not meant to be in one. But I deeply long for this complicity, partnership, intimacy.
In the past years, I have also come to understand that self-love is the basis for all emotional healing. I truly believe that accepting and loving ourselves, for real I the key to heal anything. And of course, it will be the key to find a great relationship too.
I have been working on myself for 12 years now, using all kind of tools, working on all levels of my being. And yes for sure I love and accept myself more now than when I was 18 or 27 or even more than 6 months ago.
But no I am not quite there yet. Let's be honest for a minute. Who is? Maybe it takes a lifetime? I am still judging and criticizing myself. I am still not treating myself like I would treat my best friend.
Yet I do know and I do feel that love is the answer.
I also know that I want real love in my life. From somebody else. But if I can't love myself fully how can somebody else?
A few years back I became aware of this pattern I had to basically start dating any guy who likes me. Because I had such low-self esteem, being liked was WOW! And even if I didn't like a guy very much I would go out with him and pretend I did. Just to be loved…
Except of course that didn't work. Because I I wasn’t me and I wasn’t authentic.
So I worked hard on this pattern. And finally I thought I was done with doing this, after experiencing different kinds of relationships. It got better. It was still hard for other reasons but that’s not my point here.
I really thought I was finally over this pattern of dating somebody I was not really into, of lying to myself.
Then a guy showed up into my life. He was nice and generous, easy-going, and funny. I was feeling lonely. I was feeling sad. I wanted affection. I wanted to be touched. I wanted somebody in my life. I was happy he was into me. I was flattered. And I went back into my old pattern. I screwed up big time. I tried to make him aware that we didn't know each other that we should not rush things. And of course he has his part to play in this failed experiment but that is his path and here I am talking about mine.
So yes I did the same thing again. I made this mistake again.
But guess what! The difference is this time I was totally aware I was doing it while I was doing it. I tried to do little things here and there to change directions as we were moving forward. But it was not enough.
Because once again I was not able to speak up, to speak clearly enough, to speak loud enough. Once again I was not able to be me.
What I was able to do though, was to stop everything quickly enough before there was too much damage.
Yes I am hurt. I am sad. I feel like shit. I am disappointed.
But I choose to see the difference between who I am now and who I was when I was not aware of this pattern.
I choose to see I am not the same person. I also choose to feel compassion for myself, to be kind, to see that I have done my best.
I choose to accept my mistake, to learn from it and to try again, with this new lesson inside me.
And I choose to keep hope and faith.
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We are all made of energy. Your emotions, your thoughts are all energy. If you start paying attention to how you are feeling, you can notice how you feel whenever you enter place, or when you meet somebody. Do you feel better or worse ? It is that simple.
How you feel is of course linked to what you are experiencing in life, who you are and what you have lived before. But it is also connected to the energy of the place, the people or the elements that are present around you. If you are highly sensitive, you can even feel the energy of the city you live in, or even the world ; maybe you can also feel the vibrations of the Earth, the Moon or of the planets.
You vibrate at a certain frequency. The better you feel, the healthier you are, the higher the frequency. And others can also feel your vibration. In a state of homeostasis (balance) your vital energy (also called ki, prana or chi) flows easily and naturally. When you are stressed out, or if you have bad nutrition, a negative thought, an emotional shock, etc. your energetic system will start being unbalanced.
If whatever is shaking you off balance happens only once in a while, it is still good to rebalance your whole system by taking care of yourself (various options exist of course, and amongst them energy therapies)
If you are always stressed out or anxious, have experienced trauma or if you are highly sensitive, your system is probably very often off balanced. When your ki gets stuck, it creates excess of energy in some areas and voids in others, which
means your physical body can be impacted (pain, tension, disease, breathing isssues, etc.) Your mental state and psychological health can also be affected. Everything is connected.
Energy therapy helps removing blockages from the past and the present, filling in the voids and help re-activating your self-healing power.
We are all connected energetically. It is also possible you have caught energy from other people, that does not belong to you. It is important to get cleansed.
Face-to face or remotely, I connect to your energy to cleanse and balance it. Remotely i have the opportunity to connect directly to your energy field without being in contact with the physical body , which makes the frequency of the treatment higher and stronger ; the work will therefore be faster and deeper, working throughout dimensions and without limits from space and time.
Wanna try ? To book an appointment, you can use this link here or call me at +41 79 128 32 62. I will call you via Skype, Zoom or What's app (whatever is easiest for you) at the beginning of the session.
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